oh, I don't know what to do
I'm going to struggle so much
if this goes anywhere
he's too cool he doesn't care
about anything
i'll have to chase him if i want him
because if I stopped he'd just
think: "oh well" and carry on
he won't make an effort
there is an old piano in his bedroom and
a motorbike that needs repairing
he speaks with a sexy slightly american accent
has this incredible beard
and he's so good in bed
last night he walked me home
from chapter we stopped
and i said
"do you want to stay?"
he answered "sure"
this morning i said
"can i see you again?"
he answered
"sure"
whenever i ask if he wanted to meet up
he says "sure"
how fucking enthusiastic!
yet early this morning
when I was talking rubbish
half asleep
then realised and said
"sorry, i should just stop talking"
he answered
"as long as you cuddle me, you can carry on talking"
and i left kieron, for this man, who can't be mine